Leslie Has Nothing to Hide

When LeeAnne said she wanted to nominate me to the board of the Fashionistas, I was very excited that she thought it was time for me to be considered. However, I'm still checking out the Fashionistas myself so I am a little bit concerned because it goes both ways. I'm still deciding whether I want to align myself with them. Either way, it's still flattering that LeeAnne wants to nominate me.

When they were holding the vote, Pam once again threw these false allegations at me. There have been multiple occasions where I have asked Pam in front of everyone to say what it is I have ever done. There hasn't been one time she can back up her allegations. She cannot pinpoint when I've lied or being misleading. She has basis for calling me a con artist. I believe she's just projecting her own insecurities and trying to deflect scrutiny from herself and whatever she secretly has going on in her life. I try not to get involved with her silliness.

I'm secretly glad Heidi postponed the vote. As much as I like LeeAnne and appreciate the Fashionistas, I am still figuring out the organization and what it's about. Are they a charity group? Who do they give donations to? How much do they give? Who do they work with? I'm aware of the fun stuff they put on with the lavish parties and everything, but I need to see more. It's important to me to do some more discovery into what they're about. My nomination happened so fast, I need to take a step back and decide whether I want to even be on the board and be that close to the Fashionistas. I'm not sure if it's in my best interest to be a part of an organization that I'm not clear about what they do with their proceeds. Their tight relationship with someone like Pam also concerns me.

Pam has been spreading erroneous statements about me, and I'm at the end of my tether with her. If she continues to defame me, then I may very well have to expose her. The way things are going now, I may not even have to do it. I think she's shot herself in the foot, and things are coming to light about her character. I think my Pam problem might just take care of itself.

I was immensely shocked when Melissa threw her champagne glass at me. It came out of nowhere, and I don't believe her anger level warranted that type of aggression. I felt she went to an extreme just to get attention. She is obviously becoming Pam's pet, and I think she's under Pam's spell at the moment. I don't think it will last, however. At the end of the day, Melissa is different from Pam. She has a heart. She is a good person. I just think that good person is hiding right now.