02/11/2013
Tracy Talks Awkward Sit-Down with Olivia After Gigi's Betrayal
When you are blindsided by someone you called a friend, it takes a while to get over the initial shock. It was very difficult to find out that Gigi never thought we were friends and didn't consider me a good friend of hers. It hurt my feelings so badly. I wish I knew and wasn't played for a fool. I stood up for someone who used to talk s--t about me!
Nothing helps except time. My friends like Sammy, Tara and Brooklyn are able to make me smile or even laugh during my worst times, so I always like to be with them because they try to cheer me up. It's great to know that I have them.
I wasn't nervous about talking to Jackie, but I knew that Olivia might not be open to meeting up with me, so I was hesitant about that. But what I needed was the real, honest story, and I knew Olivia would tell me what really went on. I needed to know what Gigi was saying behind my back. Even Olivia could tell that I really loved Gigi like a sister, and I'm sure she could tell that I was hurt.
It was very hard to hear what Olivia had to say considering I thought so highly of Gigi and our friendship. I would do anything for Gigi, especially with her own Olivia situation. I tried standing up for Gigi when the whole time she was really talking about me behind my back to Olivia.
After meeting and speaking with Olivia, I saw something in her that I've never seen: A nice, honest, stand-up girl. No matter how she felt about me, Olivia was someone who wanted justice and stuck up for me. It really did soften my heart towards her. I could see a potential change in our relationship.
I was thankful at that moment for Olivia's honesty towards me, even though it all hurt to hear.
